However, there have been times where I have known my purpose. When the background din of meetings and text messages and responsibilities step aside to allow a purpose driven focus to emerge in my life. I'm not sure if being younger allowed that type of focus. And I don't know that the lack of purpose is caused by the multitude of purposes that I willingly agree to pursue every day.
My biggest hope is that I am just "between purposes". That my driving purpose will coalesce out of the multitude of tasks, and the focus and passion of it will push it to the front of my consciousness.